I want you to moan… I want you to gasp in my ear, pretending like you’re trying to hide the sound, like you’re trying to smother it, but I still hear it. I want your fingernails to dig into my skin and your lips to move faster and harder and deeper against mine. I want your eyes to roll back in your head and your body to push into mine, until we’re sticking to each other’s skin. I want to feel the heat radiating from your skin, I want to feel your muscles shake against my flesh. I want you to beg and I want you to throw your head back, shuddering for breath. I want your neck to be exposed for me to bite and your chest to be bare so it can be skin on skin, flesh on flesh. I want my legs wrapped around you, I want us to grind on each other so hard it makes your muscles clench and your jaw drop and your face to tense in ecstasy.
As a person who spent the nine years between in high school and losing my virginity to about half a year ago being in a committed and mutual relationship, I am finding five months of chastity to be INCREDIBLY UNBEARABLE. And I guess I'm wondering how a human being is meant to cope with that, as it is something I am over-privileged enough to say I've literally never had to do before. I literally only ever dated that one person for all that time and now am lost and incredibly sexually frustrated:/
It says on your main blog you identify genderqueer. I have a vague understanding what this means, and am sort of confused...well, more by myself then by any sorts of labels involved. I've always used the term 'gender fluid' for myself because some days I definitely feel more on the 'boy' side of the spectrum and others I kind of have the 'girl' feeling, but most days it's this sort of mush of "WHY CANT I BE BOTH" and how does a person even figure any of this stuff out I'm in my mid twenties gfd
Gender queer and Gender fluid are interchangeable to most, I distinguish them by Gender queer being completely outside of the binary and completely rejecting of gender very similar to androgynous minus the fact androgynous tries to stick itself in the middle instead of being on a different level all together, and genderfluid is characterized by still being part of the binary just changing and flowing between the gender binary to fit whatever suits your feeling at the time.
Don’t worry too much about your gender, if gender fluid fits you just fine then that’s completely fine! You sound like you are gender fluid with a leaning towards the masculine and that’s fine. I find myself gender queer with a lean towards the feminine but overall I don’t really like associating gender with myself, it’s really dysphoric….. ahhaa;;;;
I’m not sure how I can help you, but don’t feel too bad about gender, it’s complex and difficult to figure out so don’t be afraid to wander around gender labels and try them out. Chose whatever makes you feel the most comfortable. uvu
Good luck anon!
!!! HI CREV omg ok hey this is thatfriends w benefits anon from way back asking about eating out and stuff uwu. kind of wanted to check in and say that me and my amiga have been doing alot of the nasty earlier last week we did a really weird shower sex thing ahaha uu; it was super embarrassing I was trying to finger her but??? I ended up eating her out again ggfhfhfhfhhh AND IT WAS SULER MESSY LIKE EVERyTHING WAS WET
Ooooooooooh!!!!! Well I’m glad you guys have been doing a ton of things???? cause it sounds like y’all having a good time!
and I hope the messy and wet was in a good way omg hahaha
I’m glad my advice helped???? Huehue